wadeva u did today was totally childish.wad were u trying to prove?c'mon,u definitely know who ur.well i'm sorry to tell you that i'm not as dumb as u think i am.i have my ways.to think u sent it to me alone,n not to the rest on ur list?admit it!ur just a coward u idiot!
yes i am affected.now dun get me wrong.it's not because of wad i see.i dun even give a damn!i have nothing against her.she did no wrong.it's u!u are my target because of the many unexplained things.i am affected because u provoked me.u knew my weakness.u used that on me.waddahell!!!DUN U HAVE ANYTHING BETTA TO DO!!!!!!!!!GROW UP FUCKER!
maybe wad the girls said were rite.u are behaving this way because i still affect u in a lot of ways.n to think u wanna prove to me u've moved on.hear this.GET A LIFE!!!
n pls,wadeva it is.TREAT HER RIGHT!i went thru wad i NEVER deserved.n of coz i dun wanna c someone of my own gender to feel the same.she's innocent.no matter how bitchy i can get,i am still a human who takes into consideration of wad others feel.
i'm getting sick n tired already when it comes to u.coz i know i still can never get wad i want from u.y?because u have a damn BIG EGO!
so MR,set ur maturity level n think like an adult.Rash actions will always backfire on u.
remember i was blogging in da previous entry on my lack of materials to study for the test.suddenly last nite,i was swarmed with 30 odd pages of notes.all thanx to my dear zakiah.this in turn lead me to only 2 hours of sleep for the nite. :O
test was really bad la.be it oral or written.never did i expect it to be dat difficult.morale was really down for the day,but as always i have my ahmad darling to cheer me up.n of coz not forgetting naddy who met up with us for a while at PS in the afternoon.
it didn't help much dat i was so sleepy.and also i realised that my otak karat already to study.haahahaa...how to take degree like this?
talking bout degree...finally my application for NTU has been processed.n thank u kak saadah for doing the appraisal for me online.it really means a lot to me.now i just need to keep my fingers crossed.
NTU or NTU/NIE?
we'll just wait for the outcome.if i never get admission for both,i'll just continue working lorr..as simple as that.
pray for me people.pray....pls?
ooops syafiq just msg-ed me.gonna buzz him now coz i wealllyyy miss him so muchie...
to be out with you yesterday was one of the greatest moments i anticipated.it has been a while since we last enjoyed each other's company rite?it didn't occur to me that walking aimlessly from esplanade to suntec to marina and back to esplanade could have been so meaningful.it's like spending quality time together. :)
earlier in the day it was like a so called double date.tya darling,finally u have met him in person.khehekhee...hopefully u enjoyed the dinner as much as i did yeah.
anyway back to where i was.the talks we had were like so good la.i felt this tinge of satisfaction after conversing with u coz i know i can be open n direct.discussing about issues that definitely were worth debating n speculating bout how we see things in the long run.
kengkawan kita yg lain,jgn jeles kita 2 berdating tanpa kamu2 sumer.hehehe...
let's just side track before the entry gets too personal.haa..
i'm having my entry test tomorrow.n da best thing i have not done a single revision!!!it's hard when u dun have the reading materials.i'm solely depending on my brain power n wadever knowledge i still have.hopefully the test is gonna be manageable.
9am,RELC.
2pm,RELC.
yes ppl it's 2 tests in a day.pray hard for me.
oh btw,this is lame but i just feel like commenting.some ppl just dun possess the confidence to look good and nice on TV.HAHAAHHAAHAHAHAAAA......
ok dat's it.i betta stop.*LOL*
hey hey...i'm back!very much alive and kicking i muz say.couldn't stand the tot of being on hiatus for too long n also i just can't live without my friends :D
n in dat week of hiatus i've had so much fun i muz say.Close friends play a major major role in bringing up my morale,n for that i have to thank them.
ahmad,diana,izzati,nadiah,usop n zul.u guys rawk my world.hehehee...
Endless Phone Calls
Simpang Bedok
Picnic at East Coast Park
M.O.S
Spent time lepaking at East Coast Park once again in da wee hours
Cam Whoring
Drove a Nissan Sunny n managed to reach Bedok Reservoir,Sembawang and Bukit Batok.An accomplishment for me i mus say.Rite guys?hehee....u know i know y.
n something i need to add in here.my dear ahmad sayang,thank you for understanding n "closing one eye" about last nite.ehehe...it means a lot ok coz i know somehow u dun like it la kan.though i know there's nothing much u can do about it.n oh thank u for being my pillow.nyenyak sayer tido.kehekhkee...
My obsession has left for KL to study.Last night we had our last hugs n kisses.I'm gonna miss her bad.really.no more "khaki" to do wad we normally do.but thank god we managed to spend time together yesterday.Smoove to House to Retro.We definitely had loads of fun with much memories to keep.Diana darling,we'll visit u in KL when we have the means ok.N let's look forward to our April trip!for now,i'll be missing you muchie muchie babe.
n right at this moment,i need to siap2 to meet tatia.sheesha time~!cannot hold back anymore or else i'll be freaking late!will blog again soon.
it's been a while since i last blogged.i am so bogged down with work that i have been practically neglecting everything.n my health is deteriorating with every passing day.a week has gone n here i am still sick,can't find the right cure.n the worse part of being sick is ur deprived of so many things.n i hate that.
i've been doing too much thinking lately n plus the fact that i'm unwell n still working n all,i tink it has lead me to depression.i dunno y suddenly i just had to break down n for a moment i felt like a vegetable.brain dead.
right now i even feel like walking away from my frens.ignore them.
i need time alone.actually u know wad,i have been doing dat indirectly.
i know i know this is bad.but i presume it's just gonna be temporary?
i promise i'll be back in the blogging world when i'm back to the old chirpy self.till den,take care fellow readers n be good.
I OFFICIALLY DECLARE MYSELF ON HIATUS MODE.
