
wow..been quite some time since my last update.got too caught up with work larr n i will juz bunk in once i reached home.been a bz wk so far,am thinking of taking up da other part time job.c how lahh..i'm having a big dilemma over all these jobs.i'm currently being offered a position of an IT support executive at one private company.this job has an interesting scope with an interesting pay n da best thing it's juz near my home.i could like walk home 4 lunch.BUT i'm like tied down with a contract with da current company i'm working 4.damn!!i'm thinking whether i shud juz break da contract n go on with da full time job.but den who's gonna pay da freaking bond??ermm...
anyways i did my thang again dis wk.boy do i feel relieved.to YOU,i've made myself clear n i haf truly apologised.it's up to u as to whether u wanna accept my apology.it came straight from my heart n it's sincere.
I juz realised dat things dat i dream of always come true.no..i am not kidding.i experienced it myself.at times how i wish i was not given such dreams cos i end up getting hurt after knowing da truth.N it hurts when u know urself da amount of sacrifices u haf put in gets unappreciated n worse off u got backstabbed.well i guess dat's life.when do u tink u will stop hurting my feelings?nvm..u wouldn't even care i guess.HaakZ...
oh btw pardon for the sentimental malay song..hahaha...juz feeling a bit "jiwang" n i tink there will b more upcoming.hahahaa...not always u know Lin so jiwang.kaez can't wait to finally start my fasting officially tomorrow.i'm gonna try make full use of dis ramadhan month to catch up with my Quran reading n fulfilling my 5 times prayers in a day,n not forgetting da terawih prayers too.insyallah i can get a peace of my mind.God will guide me thru...