
da time came n mum popped up da qn.n so today at abt 6.30pm mum had a long chat with me in da kitchen asking me about AZHAR!yeah of all topics...n so i decided to juz b frank with her n told her about our recent break-up.she was kinda surprised coz i did not show any signs of post break-up symptoms in da home.but mum did ask whether we're still frenz and all...n of coz i said YES.indeed she was glad abt it.i did not really mind talking to mum bout it but u know da whole process of telling her on how we got to know each other,how we got along n stuffs,reminiscing da past really breaks me.i really tried my best controlling n holding back my tears.true it's been months since we broke up but he's always deep in me n on top of dat he's like da 1st guy in my life dat mum n dad knew abt n approved.mum was understanding enuff n mentioned to me dat maybe da break up is juz a part of growing up.i could c dat mum is fond of him.*sighs*u tink things will get betta for us in da near future?we'll juz c...k now i'm getting all sappy...
now i miss him..great!it doesn't make any difference duz it?..i miss him like almost everyday.k i'm such a minah kekentalanz..ha ha ha...heck ah..it's my blog.i haf da utmost right to type wadeva i want.ok before i upset myself any further,i guess i'll juz put an end to da entry.