It feels great rite now!I specifically wanna thank suryani,izzati,adibah n ahmad for being there for me yesterday.Da incident yesterday finally woke me up.I'm not ashamed to confess dat i haf been living in my dreams all these while.N i thank god dat i saw n realise for myself all those changes these past wks.izzati n ryna,u girls will know wad i mean.
at times i wonder y god created ego trips for guys especially.i'm not saying dat girls dun haf ego..but hey at least we know when to lower it down.
n now i've learnt a lesson not to trust anyone easily.though dat person is someone u respect n look up to.u may never know when dat person can backstab u...trust is something dat i hold on to tight rite now.i haf to admit dat i was naive.
i'm not regretting everything dat happened.i take it as a learning journey of discovering myself.Only one thing dat saddens me,the 2 ppl whom i treasure in dis life went against me.
to her : u dun deserve my respect anymore. wadever u haf done behind my back is enuff for me to bear n i frankly dun need ur shoulder to cry on.i tot with ur age n profession,u'd be da best person to turn to but sure was i proven wrong.even if u feel dat u meant well,keep ur advices for someone out there whom i'm sure will be glad n most willing to listen n follow.
to him : i wasn't hurt upon receiving ur mail. i kinda expected it n btw i didn't ask u to read da blog.so there was a no need for such a comment.there's only 1 last thing i ask of u.keep wadever details which are deemed to be private to only b btwn us n no one else now n in da future.
Lynn's Penny For Tots at
1:43 PM
