Sunday, March 06, 2005
Dear . . . . . . .
MR X,
Here i am typing it out on this blog.N i know u will be reading it.gosh i dunno where to start.how do i begin?Mr X,i can't deny that u haf been very nice to me.N it's amazing how well we click with each other.It started off as sparks which later had added chemistry to it.
I like the way u indirectly show ur care n concern.at times i anticipate ur calls. da calls which will really make my day,though it mite juz be for a lil' while.n u dun even mind hearing my whines.u tell me dat i should let it out.do u know dat i can totally melt when u say that u will always be there for me.how much that sentence touched my heart,god knows.
BUT i'm a selfish girl.i refuse to let myself fall for u.ur juz someone dat i need to fill dat void in my heart,dat's all.call me a bitch.i can accept dat.i definitely
CAN'T
fall in love with u Mr X.I'm sorry if i were to let u down.da fact is i'm afraid to fall in love.i dun wish to be hurt again.i know i ought to give love a second chance.but i can't.i juz dun want to c myself in da near future loving a guy so much n end up broken hearted.the pain is too much to bear n i dun wish to suffer in silence for the second time.this mite sound cliche,but fact is i still feel for him,somehow or rather.*sighz*
Furthermore i'm beginning to love my current single lifestyle.I am pretty much free to do wad i want n i guess rite now is not da time to concentrate on relationships.i wanna focus in achieving wad i want.N lemme
emphasize
again dat i'm
not
ready to fall in love with another guy at the moment.
I'm sorry Mr X...truly sorry..i know i will be such a big disappointment to u.i dunno how to look u in da eyes n break dis news.neither can i build da courage to pen down a letter n pass it to u.This will be hard on u...hard for u to swallow.i know.but dis is facts n we muz face reality.i cannot go leading u on.i will feel worse.i hope u understand.
Sincerely,
LiN
P/s: Frenz or whoever dat is reading this entry,pls dun ask me anything bout da above content.thank u & i appreciate ur kind gesture.
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