it's already Tuesday.N i have so much junk to clear.I officially lost the drive to do work.Oh wait!make that since a wk ago.
now as i'm typing this entry,at the same time i'm on a conference call with a personnel in Netherlands.ka ka ka...so much for paying attention.practically bored.
yesterday nite,i had some private moments with my mum.something that i appreciate as it's quite rare.it doesn't help much when i'm working in such an odd shift.i was truly touched that mum waited up for me to reach home,so as to have our daughter-mum bonding.
We had abt an hr of chat.Talked about everything under the sun.or more like the moon.ha ha ha...But there was one particular topic that really caught my attention.
Mum was telling me bout happenings in the family.Not that i was unaware of them but let's just say i choose to ignore coz i deem them as irrelevant to me.But anyway mum mentioned to me abt the bickers n squabbles that she had with my dad.all those unnecessary disagreements.(now do u understand y i deem them as irrelevant?)i envy my mum coz she's very patient with my dad.Knowing how much my dad will try to stand up for himself.ha ha ha.Mum can easily dismiss them off her mind.she knows how to calm the situation down.n later surprisingly my dad will give in to her at the same time.
now i really envy them both.they know how to communicate with each other n in turn this saves their marriage from unnecesary issues.i'm pretty sure it's not easy to maintain a marriage for 22 yrs.can i be like u mum?i'm actually trying n still on the route to improvement.oh well i dun even know if god allows me to actually have a feel of marriage life.ah who cares.it's still too early to think bout that.
all i know is i'm still waiting......
i'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart
you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart
and tore it apart
i would love you still...forever
Lynn's Penny For Tots at
7:42 PM
