it's time for an update n i must tell u first that this post is gonna have a mixture of emotions in it.Ready?ok go....
i had a superb nite yesterday.bowling session with colleagues from my shift.definitely a stress reliever.pheeww....of course we girls made a fool out of ourselves looking at the way we bowl.n da best thing was i slipped on the lane.yah yah...all of dem laughed out loud.but who cares.i had my fair share of fun.n during this bowling session also,i got to know one of my new colleagues a bit better.Karen Deanne is her name n she was an ex SQ girl.very friendly n humble lady indeed.so after bowling,me,daniel n karen went off for late supper at Karachi.(U should have joined us in the car Azreen)We sat there till abt 4am.I almost died when i saw the time.ha ha...
Yesterday also reminded me of the nite i had with the girls the previous friday.That was hell i tell u.it was so muchh fun.last weekend was one of the best weekends i ever had.n i'm looking forward to a great one too this wk.It's karaoke session next wk!Anyone wanna come along?he he...
So much for the weekends.Now lemme blog down bout my weekdays which was like a ride on a rollercoaster.
Monday was my TP.Da day dat i was waiting for all these while.so much anticipation.Unfortunately it wasn't my luck to have passed the courses in the circuit.Such a waste,especially when the tester says that u were perfect on the road.but it's ok.i wasn't that upset over it.Y?cause nad was such a sweetie to have come over to CDC to give me a surprise.yeps!she was there to give me moral support. n after dat,ryna accompanied me in town till night time. :) thank you girls.
Tuesday till Thursday were the days that really brought me down.So many thoughts playing around in my mind.Things that were associated with my past relationship.On how i was there for him when he was hospitalized,especially dat particular nite where he expressed it all.Of those times that i would accompany him study for his exams after i finish working at 11pm.On how he used to say that his parents never blame his friends for wadever mistakes that is associated with him.N so many others including the pleasant n unpleasant ones.i really wondered y all these came back to my mind.I'm really affected n still am.Maybe it's hard to let go.N it's even harder when u see it with ur own eyes n presume he has moved on fast enough with another girl.I guess all these muz be one of those tests that god still want me to go thru.i'm more than willing to accept it.oh well if he really has interest in that someone new,i wish him all the best.
Graduation was a teary one.Close friends would understand y.But i was glad to have re-united with my frens.I worked hard for this damn diploma.i waited so long for it.N it's finally in my arms.I'm an official graduate of Temasek Polytechnic's Diploma in Mechatronics,along with the rest!This is one achievement i'm proud of.I have done my parents proud at least.
On a slightly happier note,it's a miracle how a part of ur past still give u flutters.Weird ain't it,but it's definitely true.Nad could see it coming n so does izzati.ha ha...i shall seal the details for now.
dis is definitely a long post n like i said filled with a mixture of emotions.i'm looking forward to tonight for a family dinner at Secret Recipe.yeay!!Dad wanna celebrate my achievement in getting a diploma.Thank You Ayah.I Love You,Ibu,Hisham & Syafiq. <3
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