waarrgghhhh!!!!it's already 3.30am & i'm still slogging at work.i am so freaking tired n sleeeppyyy....*yawnz* so much things to do yet so little time.
juliana is on medical leave.n me being her backup,i have to cover so much things for her.so frustrating ok!!!!she went on mc n i have so much to do for her.i can't believe that i actually need to finish up her workflow for her.even those that was not done weeks back.geram nyee.....n tomorrow wee chieh is on leave aso.that chap is going to bkk.n me aso being the back up have to cover for him horr...n my ms azreen is on leave aso tomm.i'm so alone...~Lonelyyy....kehkehkee...
these wks have been quite hectic.especially after me going on medical leave for 2 days last wk.everyday there will be issues to settle.i tink i shud demand for a pay increase.waitt a minute....dats not exactly a bad idea,kan kan kan?
k la enuff bout work eh.if i continue whining,i tell u tak habissss!!!let's talk bout something else shall we...
it feels great to be on the roads again.hahahaha...kekok seyy dah lama tak drive.n as always ms lynn is always late for her practicals.lucky my instructor got used to me.waa sayang samaa luu la cik bani.serious man,i could feel the adrenaline rush in me when i was driving.nak speed ajek lynn.cik bani say i drive like pro...cey cey ceyyy...kembang jap lah kan.tak slalu org puji tau tau tauu...
talked to mum a few days back.she asked me bout him.mum posed this qn,interesting i tell u.
Mum:Do you hate him for leaving you?
Me:*immediate response* No.
Mum:And y is dat?
Me:Maybe it's really not meant to be n i could never learn to hate him.i went thru so much with him.I can't possibly hate someone that i love so much rite?N also i grew stronger from this relationship.
Mum:I'm proud of you Nur.U conceal ur sadness well enuff not to affect the ppl around u.But i can c it thru ur eyes.I'm ur mum remember?
She smiled n hugged me tight.I was touched.All these yrs as a child,i conceal a lot of my personal matters from my parents.Now i'm slowly trying to open up to them,especially mum.N i thank god she's quite open with them.*smiles*
oh no!!it's already 4.10am.i tink i wanna go home already.i still need to work later.can i not work? :( but it's ok.i'm anticipating the weekends...can't wait to meet up with Farra,my cousin.it's been a while.woohooo!!!
Till my next update!
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