
i wanted to blog about my oh-so-fantastic weekend,which was made up of my batam trip,my date with syafiq n the wedding.but i guess i'll blog it down another day.need to pour my inner thoughts.
how do i tell you that i'm not that girl that you knew 4yrs back?i've changed...tremendously.that girl 4yrs back is already dead.now she's someone whom i tink u would never expect her to be.will u be able to accept me for wad i am now?
2 yrs of waiting,touched me alot.never i knew you thought about me all these while.never i knew you cared n never i knew you didn't give up hope.the most shocking thing was never i knew you have changed ur ways for the better.
y ru just so nice?i've always thought u deserved better.
i'm sorry..i'm not ready for anything.
give me time.
i dun wish to be unfair to u.
i'm still recuperating from my past relationship.
the heartbreak was a big blow.
i'm enjoying my current lifestyle,my company of friends.lemme make full use of wad i have now.call me selfish,i dun mind.we've always been friends rite?
sesungguhnya i terharu sebab perasaan u terhadap i tak pernah berubah.tapi i mohon,berilah i masa utk meleraikan segalanya.dan i juga pinta,jgn letak harapan yg tinggi.cukupla i pernah dikecewa oleh insan lain.i tak mahu u pula yg dikecewakan oleh i.u dun deserve it.