my brother is quarreling with his gf on the phone.wad's new?hahaha...sakit telinga aku.penat2 balik keje,dgr org memekak pat telephone.wad luck.but anywayyy...it was a fruitful day today.i managed to clear so much work.ni la org kalau dah on leave for 2 days,keje bertimbun timbun.thank god i could manage la.
so being on leave means,i went out.both days that is.heee...managed to catch charlie & the chocolate factory.it was a great movie.suddenly brings out the childish side of me.i wanna go watch wedding crashers.any takers?buzz me yeah.:)
i dun have exactly much to blog.i'm feeling a lil low.mum broke news to me abt something a few days back.it's news that could entirely change the whole family.a whole lot of possibilities playing in my mind.which could mean that i might need to let go totally of my current lifestyle.i know that it would be a good step.not that i'm not ready for it,but the fun just started.maybe i shall look at it in a positive way.it will do me good.
it's hard being the eldest child.n especially when u have started working,u start to feel the need to share some responsibilities with the household.mann..this is really something that i never expect would happen in my life.i'm praying hard now that my family will be in the safe hands of god.dear allah,if it was already stated in ur books that we as a family might have to go thru a period of hardship,i pray that it would only be temporary n i pray that u will bless us with rezeki yg murah n rahmat.but for now i'm praying on hard that it will not happen.*cross fingers*
it's times like these that i need someone special to pour my hearts out n to hug.ahhhh stop it stop it.i'm just making myself sound pathetic.i know i'm able to stand up on my 2 feet.i know i can.
errgghh that feeling is coming back.i hate it...i hate it!!!blearghh..........shoo shoo.oh no!!!i can feel it at the brim of my eyes.n slowly it's flowing down the face that has been disguised by smiles n laughters all these while.it's tears.tears of a girl struggling to rebuild her shattered hopes & dreams.
i'm sorry for the sudden outbreak of emo-ism.
totally am.
Lynn's Penny For Tots at
11:57 PM
