
in abt 6 hours time,my bro will be a permanent resident of tekong for at least 3 months.n in abt 6 hours time too,i will be sending him off with my family.the fact that he is leaving for NS just sunk in me,n it's making me cry.
as bad or idiotic as he may be,he is still my bro.i'm gonna miss the squabbles,the late nite talks that we kinda have,the times he will wait n fetch me downstairs when i'm off from work,the times he will comfort me when i'm really down.god...this feels worse than a break up!!!believe it or not,i'm actually crying as i type this entry.
my dear bro,Muhammad Hisham Anwar i will really miss u terribly when ur away.true..somehow i was glad of ur departure to NS but at the same time it affects my soul to see u go off n b a slave to the country.
i will make sure i will hug u tight n plant kisses all over u before u officially become a recruit.no matter wad ever shit that happened to us,i still love u my beloved bro,from the bottom of my heart.we as a family will pray for ur welfare there n u will always be in our thots.
n hopefully NS will do u good n make u a more matured person.
once again u'll be terribly missed & i truly love you.
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