my wireless network is being such a bitch at the moment.when i am bz chatting on msn,it will just choose to disconnect n reconnect.peh irritating!!!
but on a slightly lighter note,the days have been great so far.BESTARI awards on friday was a success even though there were a few hiccups here n there.n me being the prize presenter sempat tangkap glamour kejap atas stage.dgr2 pun muka kluar tv...hahahaa....famous jap.but overall i had a great time at ite simei.bonding with the volunteers,catching up with those i have not met for quite some time,bz-ly camwhoring.kehkehkehee...fantastic!!it's been a while i felt so close with the rest.n never i knew dat i could actually click damn well with some.this event gave me the opportunities to discover that.
after BESTARI,we lepak-ed at tampines.we felt like one huge family.ehhehee...u know that kinda feeling that sinks in u after not being active in such major events.satisfying i tell u.never i regretted applying for leave to attend this prestigious event.n so at abt 11+pm,the bestie helmy fetched me n nad from telepark.izzati n diana also followed along.well it was a rough start i mus say but it all ended well.the outing was damn fun la!!!dapat test drive his car.haaa...thank you babes n dude.it was definitely great to be hanging out together.
n yesterday,i came by 4PM with my darling ahmad to hand in my maths paper for today's SSP exams.i also wanted to meet up with the fellow RSP-ians.nak lepak2...dah lama kan tak pay RSP a visit.fantastic time indeed with all.n also i manage some time with ahmad himself.dah lama kan tak heart to heart talk with him.khekhekhekhee...it's funny how our platonic friendship has progressed.i guess since both of us have traits of a capricorn,it makes us click so well.our closeness do raise some unwanted attention,being mistaken for some young couple in love.hahahaha..can i just laugh out loud at that thot??yerlah betul telinga mendengar,mulut mengata.....i dunno la i dun find it wrong for close frens to call each other dear la...syg la...i mean it's all spontan kan...
funny ain't it..kalau lelaki dgn pompan berkawan rapat,mesti ada gossip.but when it's girls n girls..takde cerita pongzz...i kiss my gfs when i meet them.tak jadi cerita pun?pelik kan kan kann..haiyoohh...ni la lumrah manusia.
i can't get myself to sleep rite now.something is on my mind.tots of friendship.to me to have a trusted n sincere friendship is a commitment.i love my friends,i care for them a lot.close friends are precious to me n never would i trade them for anything else.not even a boyfriend ok.i'm serious.
my 2 best friends for life being nad n helmy.
my 3 close babes being asryna,diana n izzati.
my 1 n only darling boy ahmad.
these 6 people who come from different walks of life make up a part of my life.these are the friends who have been supportive of me in wadever i do,no matter how bad or good.i thank god that i found all 6 of them.they are my source of strength n also the drive to keep me going on in life.they are my confidantes n shoulders for me to cry on when things get rough.
yes it's true no one among them are perfect.each of them have their own character n their own ups n downs.we do have our disagreements n disappointments,but that doesn't mean these will bring us down.especially to the best friends.5 yrs of friendship has been like a sea with unpredictable waves.but we still hold on strong.n i thank you guys for that.n this goes the same too for the rest though it's only been a yr or two of friendship.i love u guys like my own flesh n blood.i mean it sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
i tink i would need to seek advice from someone today.i found out abt something just now n i'm scared it might affect my friendship.i shall brush it off for now n head to bed for some sleep first.
Lynn's Penny For Tots at
2:03 AM
