a friend once asked me,"lynn,would u choose someone u love or someone who loves u for who ur?"it was one question that set me into deep thinking.of course i couldn't give him the answer straightaway.i took some time to ponder over the advantages & disadvantages.
after much deep consideration,the answer i gave him was "i'd choose the one who loves me for who i am."
he was shocked.he thought i'm the kinda girl who'd stay with the one i love.
and i told him this."u~i'd definitely wanna stay with the one i love.but how guaranteed can i be that he loves me as much as i love him?how sure can i be it's not a one sided thing?how sure can i be that the sacrifices i will make for him is gonna be worthwhile? i chose the one who loves me for who i am is because i know i can learn to love him,and i'm willing to.n the fact is he already loves me for my own character n attitude.wad more can i ask for kan when i know myself better that i'm a hard to handle kinda girl."
u know,sometimes experiences make u a better & appreciative person in some ways.
why am i even talking bout this?haaa...i guess it's just a penny thot to share.
n NO..i'm not in love ok n i'm not attached.so stop believing all those speculations.
now back to reality check.i'm still not over my "depression" state at work.just when i tot i could cool down.another thing cropped up just now.instead of giving me 1 additional vendor,now they gave me 3!!!!blarrdy hell.i couldn't take the pressure,n i had to break down.in the words of my friends,i feel so "mangkuk" the whole day.luckily the starting of the day was not so bad.at least someone called to check up on me :D
i'm excited abt the weekends.can't wait,especially when pay is coming in abt 20 hours time!!!
i shall disclose more in the next entry.for now,i need some time alone.cheerios ppl!
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