it's been a long time since i had a good,long cry.n today,i just had to pour all the tears out.
i'm really really stressed at work.exhausted physically n mentally.the stress level is getting higher by day and there's so much work yet so little time to complete everything.
n it doesn't help when ur own boss has too much expectations out of u.
pls understand i'm a human with only 1 pair of eyes,ears,hands.it's bad enuff ur letting me handle the company's top supplier ON MY OWN with 7 other suppliers on the list too.on one end,u expect me to focus on this top supplier.but one the other hand,when something crops up under my other remaining suppliers,u start to mark me.waddahell??!!
n when a problem arises for this top supplier,u screw me and say i'm not efficient enuff.N I HATE IT WHEN U SAY THAT!!!y??because i know i dun sit on my job and secondly the IBM personnels in USA is even telling me i'm doing a good job.y can't u at least credit me?
u say ur flexible.we as ur staffs can come to u when we have problems.i have damn approached u to say that i couldn't cope with 8 suppliers in total.but wad do u do?u simply ignore my say n to top it off,u added another one more supplier onto my list.WTF!!!!!!!ur adding more to my misery lady!u and the team lead are just the same.expect me to voice out but yet u used that against me.i dun c the point in speaking up anymore.
i dun know how long i can stand it here.it's really testing my patience.i dun expect much but just a sense of appreciation.is dat hard enuff??life is never fair for me.i always never get appreciated for what i do be it personally or not.argh fuck it.i'm sick of whining now.
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Lynn's Penny For Tots at
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