
i finally have the time to sit,relax and blog,at work that is.it's near to 4am.i'm really shagged to the max!!this has definitely been a hectic wk.my partner is away on reservist and there's so much work to be done.thank god he'll be back next wk.it's so hard to juggle between my own work and his.my own stuffs are even backdated ok just because i need to keep on pace with his stuffs.takut nanti kena mark pulak dgn lady boss kan.in the words of efni,hiruk pikuk dibuatnye hidup aku ni.
i've kinda lost the drive to blog.really!the job's really taking up a lot of my time.by the time i'm home,it's either wee in the morning or i'll be hogging on the phone.gawwddd...i have really turned to be a workaholic.
the life's been pretty much mundane.all i can think about is work & work.when i go to sleep,all that comes into my mind is the mails that i need to draft for the next working day and also the orders that i need to update.KENTAL KAN LYNN!!i can darely say my life revolves around IBM.arrgghhh~!i'm so mentally n physically exhausted.but i dun have much of a choice do i?
but then again,i'm glad to have a bunch of friends who're still there for me though i'm so caught up.the ones who never fail to listen to my daily rants n whines.the ones who bring my spirit up when i'm at my lowest.u ppl know who you're.thank you darlings~!
if given a choice,i would lurrvee to resign from this position.but that thot will diminish everytime i tink of the family.instantly i could potray the image of my mum in my mind,telling me to be strong n persevere.not to give up.n because of her,i will still go on with as much strength that i have.i'm not gonna let my family down.i'll strive till i can provide enuff for them.
k dah dah..lynn jgn nak setep emo plak pat sini ehk~!dgr2 tak jadi balik ni.tunggu 1st train of the day.baik ah~!camner ni..OTAK DAH MATI!!!i'll just go and do wad i can for now.just saw 160 workflows and 30 emails that need to be cleared.adios.