Tis yr's hari raya is celebrated in moderation i muz say.Truth to be told,i wasn't even in the festive mood.I was too caught up with the job,working till wee hours in the morning just to gain the long leave that i applied for.also with my bro having to be in camp for this raya,it definitely feels so different.
and when i seek forgiveness from my parents on the morning of raya,i really felt the pinch.i know i have let my parents down in a lot of ways.i've sinned way too much,though they do not see it.But i felt the guilt in my conscience.at that point of time,i totally wished that i could turn back time and make things right.
without realising,we have reached near the end of the yr.i can't wait for this yr to end.seriously!too many things have been happening in this yr of 2005.i want 2006 to come asap so that i could wash away all my tots of 2005.with 2006 coming,i wanna start a lot of things anew.i wanna persevere thru life,build everything from scratch.
2005 has been a challenging year for me afterall.But i'm glad to have pulled thru every step that i took.
anyway to all,selamat hari raya.maaf zahir dan batin sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa ataupun tersilap kata.
i wish u knew how bad i want u to seek forgiveness from me.u have too many sins that are still stuck in my brains n they're yet to be forgiven.
Lynn's Penny For Tots at
2:44 AM
