
i've been asked the same question umpteen of times by many people."lynn,y not just forgive n forget?"
it's not dat i'm unwilling to do so.but we've had many unresolved issues.we had a bad ending remember?
this time i'm sticking to wad i hold on to.
all i ask for is a personal and sincere apology cum explanation from u.it mite seem too much for u,but dat is all i want from u.
only then i shall willingly give in n forgive u for shattering my heart.
call me cruel but even till da day u leave this world n no apologies have been extended,i will still bear this grudge in me.
now i feel betta after letting it out.
n to my dear miss mariam,upon reading ur entry i just feel glad dat i could enlighten u with my personal experiences..i share ur pain but keep ur head up high ok darling.the days will get better as they go by.i promise u.i know u can do it.i have faith in u!!! =)
gawdd it's already 4.40am.i dun even know y i'm here.i need sleep!