
it's funny how matters of the heart could simply bring u to tears.when 2 souls feel that they're etched together,it just feels hard to let go,especially knowing that they have to go thru a lot obstacles.
the question that keeps burning.."how long r we gonna be like this?"
truthfully it hurts like hell.but how can i let dis hurt affect me?day after day,i keep lying to myself n to u.i always try to make it look like as if i can make it thru...i can accept this reality.i had to do this.Y?i never wanted you to lose ur focus.thru all dis strong facade,lies a fragile heart that bleeds n cries every single time.shame on me for lying.shame on me for wanting to be with you.
it's just complicated isn't it....