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Friday, September 30, 2005
Coretan Minda
terpanah aku seketika melihat keindahan malam ini.
bintang bintang bergemerlapan,
di sebalik awan yang kemerah merahan.
alangkah menakjubnya kejadian tuhan yang maha esa.
bertemankan angin sepoi sepoi bahasa,
terasa diri ini seperti dihanyut ke alam maya.
aku duduk diam terpaku,
untuk terus menikmati kesyahduan malam.
sejenak ku mengenangkan masa lalu yg pernah ditempuhi.
tidak ku nafikan penuh dengan onak ranjau dan duri.
kehidupan yang sememangnya bebas,
tetapi bergelumang dengan dosa.
aku sedar aku hanya insan biasa,
yang tidak pernah lepas dari kesilapan.
namun aku masih inginkan peluang...
peluang untuk memperbaiki diriku.
keazaman untuk mengubah cara hidupku,
telah kian tersemat di hati.
walaupun aku tahu ianya cukup payah,
akan ku terus mencuba sehingga bertemu ke pangkal jalan.
ya allah,berikan aku kekuatan,
tebalkan semangat dan keimananku.
semoga tercapai hasratku ini,
dengan bimbingan daripadamu.
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 4:11 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
the blog's been pretty much abandoned for the past wk or so.i just had no time to spare for blogging.i was caught up with work the whole of last week.
wk 38 of yr 2005 has been once of the most terrible wks of all,in my history of working.but den it did had a good end.thank god. (:
i truly apologise for those who have been sms-ing and calling but did not get a response back from me.time did not permit me to get back to all.
Sunday,25th september was one of the days dat i truly anticipated.it was the children's day celebration for the SSP kids at Jurong Bird Park.all i can say is we ALL had fun,be it the committee members,facilitators and of coz the kids.the kids were horrible ppl!!haahaa...can u believe that they actually sabo-ed all the tutors to get wet.omg!!!!mardhiah and the other kids literally pulled me down to the wet playground.dahlah akak tak ready,pakai jeans pulak tu...tak senonoh langsung.but it was all in the name of fun.n during this activity i could feel the SSP volunteers bonded with one another.n i muz say we're all anticipating this friday's chalet.woohooo!!!
despite the cock ups n last minute preps,we as a committee did a great job.it was just so satisfying n fulfilling to c the smile on everyone's face.it really proved the amount of fun they had.my heartiest congratulations to the comm,made up of lydiana,ain,zuraidah,nadiah,syai,sultan n not forgetting myself.it was a pleasure working with all.a learning experience indeed.
zur n i had the "greatest" end to the day.rite zur?wakhakhakwhakhakhaka....n darling,can i have the pics puhleaassee.....thank u very nice~
n guess wad after the whole tiring day of activity,i couldn't wake up for work on monday.mum woke me up at 1pm but i really couldn't get out of bed.before i know it,i was back to slumberland only to be awoken at 5pm!!!!!!!!!n yes ms lazy bum here decided to take MC.takleh tahan...badan akak sengal2,tak terkata.n da best thing was the doc gave me 2 DAYS!!!!best kan??which means no work again today..yeayyy!!!!
dis wk is going to be a happening wk,especially the whole stretch from thursday nite to sunday.
dan buat pengetahuan kengkawanku di 4PM,sayer apply half day utk friday.but i can't promise as to whether it'll be approved.so tak janji whether i can reach the chalet early ok.paham2 jek lah dah 2 hari MC.ehehhee...
i'm still wide awake as of now,but i tink i better head to bed.nanti dah golek sana sini,mesti tertido jugak.
toodles!!!
p/s : zur!!aku dah update pistol.kau biler pulak?
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 3:13 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
my wireless network is being such a bitch at the moment.when i am bz chatting on msn,it will just choose to disconnect n reconnect.peh irritating!!!
but on a slightly lighter note,the days have been great so far.BESTARI awards on friday was a success even though there were a few hiccups here n there.n me being the prize presenter sempat tangkap glamour kejap atas stage.dgr2 pun muka kluar tv...hahahaa....famous jap.but overall i had a great time at ite simei.bonding with the volunteers,catching up with those i have not met for quite some time,bz-ly camwhoring.kehkehkehee...fantastic!!it's been a while i felt so close with the rest.n never i knew dat i could actually click damn well with some.this event gave me the opportunities to discover that.
after BESTARI,we lepak-ed at tampines.we felt like one huge family.ehhehee...u know that kinda feeling that sinks in u after not being active in such major events.satisfying i tell u.never i regretted applying for leave to attend this prestigious event.n so at abt 11+pm,the bestie helmy fetched me n nad from telepark.izzati n diana also followed along.well it was a rough start i mus say but it all ended well.the outing was damn fun la!!!dapat test drive his car.haaa...thank you babes n dude.it was definitely great to be hanging out together.
n yesterday,i came by 4PM with my darling ahmad to hand in my maths paper for today's SSP exams.i also wanted to meet up with the fellow RSP-ians.nak lepak2...dah lama kan tak pay RSP a visit.fantastic time indeed with all.n also i manage some time with ahmad himself.dah lama kan tak heart to heart talk with him.khekhekhekhee...it's funny how our platonic friendship has progressed.i guess since both of us have traits of a capricorn,it makes us click so well.our closeness do raise some unwanted attention,being mistaken for some young couple in love.hahahaha..can i just laugh out loud at that thot??yerlah betul telinga mendengar,mulut mengata.....i dunno la i dun find it wrong for close frens to call each other dear la...syg la...i mean it's all spontan kan...
funny ain't it..kalau lelaki dgn pompan berkawan rapat,mesti ada gossip.but when it's girls n girls..takde cerita pongzz...i kiss my gfs when i meet them.tak jadi cerita pun?pelik kan kan kann..haiyoohh...ni la lumrah manusia.
i can't get myself to sleep rite now.something is on my mind.tots of friendship.to me to have a trusted n sincere friendship is a commitment.i love my friends,i care for them a lot.close friends are precious to me n never would i trade them for anything else.not even a boyfriend ok.i'm serious.
my 2 best friends for life being nad n helmy.
my 3 close babes being asryna,diana n izzati.
my 1 n only darling boy ahmad.
these 6 people who come from different walks of life make up a part of my life.these are the friends who have been supportive of me in wadever i do,no matter how bad or good.i thank god that i found all 6 of them.they are my source of strength n also the drive to keep me going on in life.they are my confidantes n shoulders for me to cry on when things get rough.
yes it's true no one among them are perfect.each of them have their own character n their own ups n downs.we do have our disagreements n disappointments,but that doesn't mean these will bring us down.especially to the best friends.5 yrs of friendship has been like a sea with unpredictable waves.but we still hold on strong.n i thank you guys for that.n this goes the same too for the rest though it's only been a yr or two of friendship.i love u guys like my own flesh n blood.i mean it sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
i tink i would need to seek advice from someone today.i found out abt something just now n i'm scared it might affect my friendship.i shall brush it off for now n head to bed for some sleep first.
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 2:03 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
weekends were spent at home.i nearly wanted to go out yesterday after SSP,but decided to cancel my plans with my fren.i just felt like chilling out at home.n so i did...it was peaceful being home alone.my peeps n bro went out shopping.so being the lazy one i just slept at home,watch some tv..
caught MIB II on channel 5.interesting show i must say.talked to nad a bit over the phone n waited till midnite to wish
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE HELMY!!!
hahaaa...suweet tak...i sing for him sum more.kahakhakhaa...well boy let's hope our plan this friday will jadi ok!!
n today my so beloved contact lenses had to tear on me.of all days!!!soooooo..i ended up to work with
yes...u saw it specs!i look so tembam n cikgu2 rite....*smacks head*
n if my dear mum never get my lenses for me today,there will be a high possibility that i might need to come to work with specs again.oh how much i dread the tot!
ok i need to get back to my piles of emails n workflows.
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 8:03 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
6.00am...everyone in the house was forced to wake up.we had to get all ready to send my bro off.all of us had to be present at pasir ris bus interchange by 7.30am.and to my surprise we all were in time.haaa...we still managed to snap some photos.
upon reaching,we waited for my bro's friends n gf who were also sending him off there.my bro said his last goodbyes to them n i could see tears welling up in his eyes especially when he had to part with his gf.haaa...aww so sweett..
we were queuing in the line to take the pulau tekong bus when i saw 2 frens of mine who were the army personnels in charge at the bus line.n boy i was expecting to see more at tekong itself.
we boarded the bus which brought us to the SAF ferry terminal.the ferry ride was a bit bumpy la but it was one time that i get to sit next to my bro n talk.he was anxious i can c..but i told him that it'll be over even before u know it.n of course in the ferry we managed a few shots.
it was only about a 5-10 mins ride.n walllaaaaa we reached torture island.
being at tekong felt like as if i was entering TP minus the presence of girls.hahahaa...i saw so many of my friends there.my mum was like so surprised to know i had a lot of pals in tekong.n yeah i had a nice time "washing eyes".ahahaaa..can't deny that the officers there are quite good looking laa...sempat lynn sempat.my mum aso sekaki.bagusla tu.
we were brought around the BMTC.i mus say that it is quite modernised.very impressive.i tink my bro will be able to survive there.
during the oath ceremony,i was close to tears to c my bro being officially declared as a recruit.it was very solemn indeed.i do hope he will do his best!n so after the ceremony,it was off to the canteen for meal sampling.yeah they had catered food,but i dun quite like the meal la.hahahaa..fussy mahh...i cannot imagine my bro having to eat those meals almost everytime.hahahahaa...n it was during the meal sampling that we as a family had our last meal together.after dat he was off to boot camp baybeh.
bro sent all of us back to the ferry terminal.we had our last hugs n kisses.mum cried n i was near to doing so.but no..kena maintain.but i do hope he will take care of himself.we managed one last shot of both of us.
oh!he mms-ed me his new look just now n boy was i surprised to find out that he is in the same bunk as one of azhar's friends.haa..small world.
n so there u go..2 yrs of NS for my beloved bro.may the force be with him.
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 12:57 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
in abt 6 hours time,my bro will be a permanent resident of tekong for at least 3 months.n in abt 6 hours time too,i will be sending him off with my family.the fact that he is leaving for NS just sunk in me,n it's making me cry.
as bad or idiotic as he may be,he is still my bro.i'm gonna miss the squabbles,the late nite talks that we kinda have,the times he will wait n fetch me downstairs when i'm off from work,the times he will comfort me when i'm really down.god...this feels worse than a break up!!!believe it or not,i'm actually crying as i type this entry.
my dear bro,Muhammad Hisham Anwar i will really miss u terribly when ur away.true..somehow i was glad of ur departure to NS but at the same time it affects my soul to see u go off n b a slave to the country.
i will make sure i will hug u tight n plant kisses all over u before u officially become a recruit.no matter wad ever shit that happened to us,i still love u my beloved bro,from the bottom of my heart.we as a family will pray for ur welfare there n u will always be in our thots.
n hopefully NS will do u good n make u a more matured person.
once again u'll be terribly missed & i truly love you.
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 2:35 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
today is my officially lazy day.i'm so not in the mood to do any work,n it doesn't help much when one of my !@#$%^ analyzer escalated me up to my manager.Nak kena smack jek.bloody hell.
i've been yawning n trying my best to open up my droopy eyes.n oh b4 it slips my mind...
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BABE,NADIAH!!!!!
n of coz being such a *ehem* nice pal,i was with her on the strike of midnite of 08/09/2005,at Simpang Bedok with Azreen too.hee...see such a nice fren i am.kehehkehee....
something hilarious happened yesterday.i was in the MRT making my way to work.as i was standing by the door,someone approached me.it was a boy dressed in pasir ris secondary school uniform.
Boy:helo
Me:*with the blur look* hi
Boy:nama u sape?
Me:Lin
Boy:nama i adib.boleh berkenalan?
Me:*sniggers*err..u know i'm old enuff to be ur sista tau.
Boy:Eh?Umur u brapa?
Me:22
haahahaaa...thank god i was about to alight the train.apparently to cover his butt,he said it was ok to be frens.i couldn't be bothered n said that i had to alight.
well...i didn't know i looked THAT young.bodoh nye budak.suspek lah sikit!
so shud i take it as a compliment or as an insult?
u tell me...
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 4:53 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i was browsing thru our photos.
we had a lot of fond memories didn't we?
from the studio pix to the surprise birthday party to the outing with my small bro to sentosa pix.n many more....
i can't help but weep at the sight of them.
as the malay saying goes,"kenangan tinggal kenangan."
even after everything,i still miss u la.
shit!
dat's a confession.but rest assured it's only temporary.these kinda things happen occasionally.i'm determined to leave the past behind.the tot of the downturns that i had to bear,the heart wrenching moments n the anger i had to feel,keep me going on this battle btwn the mind n the heart.i believe i will pull thru.
before i forget n if u still do read this blog,i just wanna wish u the best of luck entering NS life nxt wk,on the 13th.it was a part of my dreams to have sent u off to the academy,but yeah let's just bury the tot shall we.anyhoots,do take good care of urself n hopefully u will have a smooth sail enduring ur 2 yrs of NS.n of course as a friend n including the rest,we will pray for ur safety n well being.
my frens are gonna grumble at my entry.haa..
u all better not.
nyehh!!!!
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 1:49 AM
Monday, September 05, 2005
my cousin's wedding is finally over.weekends were great.i was at her house for both days.it was fun to c all cousins gather n stuffs.i was their mak andam for 2 days.hahaha...
n as expected my aunties n uncles sume disturb2...asking when's my turn.tak dapaatt!!!matair pun takde...nak kahwin ape?hahaha...the most interesting thing that happen during the wedding was,the photographer actually remembered me from the wedding i attended last wk.paiseh betaa....n the best thing is i found out that he's my distant uncle.baik ah.
i had a good time.me n some cousins planning to have a nite outing one of these days.weee!!!can't wait.can't wait.
to add on more to my happiness,i got to know that he is finally dating someone.Thank God!!!My frens call me crazy to be happy bout him dating someone else.well...y should i let him limit his choice to me?i'm not even ready lah...so it's good for him to explore wad's out there.it doesn't matter if we can't get to be together.it's all fate kan kan kan. :)
k gotta start working back,though i'm so shagged.till next update.have a great week people!!!
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 8:00 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
I'm kinda tired to type out bout my so happening weekend.maybe posting pics will be a good substitute?hehhzz....enjoyy!!!
BATAM
DATE WITH SYAFIQ,FOLLOWED BY MEET UP WITH DA REST
HAIRI'S SIS WEDDING
Lynn's Penny For Tots
at 8:17 PM
i'm suuuupeeerr bored at work.it's dinner break now but i'm not having any meal for now as i had late lunch.which explains y i'm blogging now n at the same time tuning to Ria.it's playing jiwang tunes now.hahahaa...(am listening to Ning Baizura's Ku Kesali)
anyway i went diamond shopping today.weeee!!!mum was so nice to sponsor.best ehhh...mum said it's her gift to me for graduating from poly.sweet kan!!!love her to bits.and all of us are anticipating my cousin's wedding this weekend.all the gotong royong n stuffs.i tink i'm gonna make an exception for myself.hahahhaa...hey i've been sick ok since i got back from batam.tapi tetap pegi keje jugak.i so wanted to take mc,but i have piles n piles of pending issues to resolve.
bro is enlisted this 10 Sept.army has finally called him.thank god!!!finally i have the whole house to myself.but i tink i will miss him in a way la...all the stoopid quarrels n vulgarities.hahahaha....n of coz since i'm such a *ehem* sweet sis,i will send him off to tekong.n i shall rejoice after that.kahkakakhaaa...
the in-house bro has been msgin/callin me everyday,even while in the jungle.weird...shouldn't it be another way?i wonder y he really is hoping hard for something to work out.i kinda like talked to mum bout it.surprisingly she's ok with it.mum even gave me her blessings.but i told mum that it is still a bit tad too early to finalise a decision.mum understood and leaves it all up to me.awww...mum is just irresistably suweett duncha all think so? :)
can't believe all the happenings rite now in me.but wad i know is i wanna enjoy,enjoy,enjoy n enjoy with no strings attached!!!cool ain't it.n oh i just realised that all my close frens are either attached or have a partner.congrats ahmad!ur finally together with vivie.nad,izzati...bila nak dgn partner masing2?hahaha..izzati is gonna scream at me upon reading this.hahaha..suspek lah sikit lynn.nyeh!!!as for me,i know i'm better off the way i am now.*smiles*
ok i'm getting hungry.gonna grab a bite.TGIF tomorrow.
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at 7:00 PM
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