My Personified World Of Friendship

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

approximately 4 months after my last break up,i finally went on a proper date just now.n guess where was it??it was Grand Hyatt bebeh~!yes u saw dat rite...a lunch date @ Grand Hyatt.be envious people.hehehee....

11.30am,Mr Mazda 6 called me up asking me whether i had dressed up n of coz i was already done by then.The moment i opened the door,there i saw him standing at the stairs.N his presence was accompanied by a bouquet of red roses with a bear in it.Sweetness from a very dashing guy,clad in Armani top and Hugo jeans.Cuberr ehk...branded siao ah dek ni.but in his words,"i dun go for brand...it's the quality that matters."YAH RITE!!

with his reliable black Mazda 6,we made our way down to Hyatt.dgr2 biler sampai hyatt,ada org park kan kereta dia.we were warmly welcomed by the people there and i was pretty much suprised that the staffs at Hyatt knew him.only by the end of our date,i finally understood y.oh well dats 4 me to know n 4 u to find out. :)

we were ushered all the way to the VIP dining.look again.VIP dok~!kehkehekhee...i tot we were like having lunch buffet or wad laaa...but no it was a course meal lunch with privacy.over lunch we talked about so many things.i found out bout his life story.n to think he has planned this lunch date quite some time back.it was all well prepared.siap dgn gambar and diary entries ah.dun play play.hehhzz...n really i felt like a princess for that moment.any wants of mine were served and fulfilled.i had so much fun laughing and conversing with him.i never knew he had so much to tell.

everything ended pretty well.i felt very honoured that he asked me out on a date to a very classy place with such fine dining.never in my life has any guy did such a romantic lunch date for me.just the 2 of us.thank you Mr Mazda 6.this is definitely one of the best moments in my entire life that i shall never forget.

n u know wad i like most about him.he's a very humble chap.never has he looked down on anyone who is not as well off as him.which explains y he took up BA in Sociology.he has interest in social work n helping out the community.maybe i could pull him in to 4PM?hahahahaa....errr...nehh....i'll perish the tots.

n u know wad he named me today?The Princess Of Grand Hyatt. ;)

gawwdd...he's so sweet like honey la kan.but know wad?i tink i still prefer a much average guy.with him i feel small la coz he's so well to do n bla bla blaaa...u know those kinda qualities he possess makes me feel a bit inferior.hahaaa...but den again who gives a damn kan?we're just frens.a clean friendship indeed. :D

n so that was lunch and off to work.dgr2 kena balik dulu pasal terlupa bawak hp n my pass.n kind enuff of him to send me home n to work.i want to post a pic of us here but he's not sending the pics to me.damn!he say it's better off being low profile.ok i haf to agree with him.hehhzz..

after all that classy lunch,u know wad i had for dinner?hahahaa...sup tulang with my colleagues n things start to turn ugly.it was a mess i tell u.hahahahaa...but the 4 of us definitely enjoyed our dinner with the bone marrows.khekhekhekee...

one of my babes felt very low today n i decided to meet up with her after work.girl,life is full of its ups n downs n that goes the same for relationships.i really felt for you upon listening to ur stories.n i really hate it that wad ur going thru is wad i have been thru b4.i know the feeling sucks but life has to go on.ur a strong n charismatic lady.i'm sure u'll pull thru.just remember wad we had talked about just now.no matter wad,our ex-es will always hold a special place in our heart,mind or even both. n if it has been stated that ur fated to be together once again,then u will be.

i believe in that n yes all my ex-es do have a special place somewhere somehow in me.even though shit happens,i always remember that they used to be a part of me n used to be my pillar of strength n shoulder to cry on.

ok dats a long entry for now.Princess Grand Hyatt will sign off first n head to bed with a wide wide smile. :D

Lynn's Penny For Tots at 3:05 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005

i had a weird weird dream last nite.I know dreams are just games in ur sleep.But it puzzled me that the dream brought me tears in reality.I tot i was just crying in the dream but when i woke up,i found myself "teresak-esak"(k i dunno how to translate that in english :P)and my cheeks were wet due to the tears.could it mean something?hmm...i dunno.

tomm will be my lunch date with Mr Mazda 6.khekhekhee....wad to wear eh?kauzz mentel siak lynn.well i tink he's a gd catch.check this out...he's an undergrad in NUS taking up sociology,Mazda 6 BELONGS to him n not to mention very good looking.if i had considered my ex hairi to be hensem,Mr Mazda 6 is wayy better than hairi lah.kehhekheeee...he's all in one bebeh.good looks + well off + educated brains.

oh no break time is almost up!i'll update again when i'm free...maybe tomm?i can do a write up of my date.hehhzz....have a great wk peeps ;)

Lynn's Penny For Tots at 7:40 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Mr Mazda 6 came to my rescue today.He saved my burning pockets from the cabs but i lost my bet to usop for being late.Thanx to him who wanted to fill up his tank first.But it's ok la...at least it was a free ride in a nice nice car :).

A day filled with walking,shopping n fine dining.U ppl ought to try 2HotHalal Cafe.It serves goood food.

Anticipating tuesday.Why?Coz Mr Mazda 6 n me are going out for lunch since he has no papers on that day.WhEeeEeEeeee!!!!!

Lalalalalalalaaaaaaaa....Dunno wad to update anymore coz i'm blogging cum conferencing with usop and izzati.Till the next entry............*muackz*

Lynn's Penny For Tots at 2:18 AM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

i finally have the time to sit,relax and blog,at work that is.it's near to 4am.i'm really shagged to the max!!this has definitely been a hectic wk.my partner is away on reservist and there's so much work to be done.thank god he'll be back next wk.it's so hard to juggle between my own work and his.my own stuffs are even backdated ok just because i need to keep on pace with his stuffs.takut nanti kena mark pulak dgn lady boss kan.in the words of efni,hiruk pikuk dibuatnye hidup aku ni.

i've kinda lost the drive to blog.really!the job's really taking up a lot of my time.by the time i'm home,it's either wee in the morning or i'll be hogging on the phone.gawwddd...i have really turned to be a workaholic.

the life's been pretty much mundane.all i can think about is work & work.when i go to sleep,all that comes into my mind is the mails that i need to draft for the next working day and also the orders that i need to update.KENTAL KAN LYNN!!i can darely say my life revolves around IBM.arrgghhh~!i'm so mentally n physically exhausted.but i dun have much of a choice do i?

but then again,i'm glad to have a bunch of friends who're still there for me though i'm so caught up.the ones who never fail to listen to my daily rants n whines.the ones who bring my spirit up when i'm at my lowest.u ppl know who you're.thank you darlings~!

if given a choice,i would lurrvee to resign from this position.but that thot will diminish everytime i tink of the family.instantly i could potray the image of my mum in my mind,telling me to be strong n persevere.not to give up.n because of her,i will still go on with as much strength that i have.i'm not gonna let my family down.i'll strive till i can provide enuff for them.

k dah dah..lynn jgn nak setep emo plak pat sini ehk~!dgr2 tak jadi balik ni.tunggu 1st train of the day.baik ah~!camner ni..OTAK DAH MATI!!!i'll just go and do wad i can for now.just saw 160 workflows and 30 emails that need to be cleared.adios.

Lynn's Penny For Tots at 3:54 AM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Tis yr's hari raya is celebrated in moderation i muz say.Truth to be told,i wasn't even in the festive mood.I was too caught up with the job,working till wee hours in the morning just to gain the long leave that i applied for.also with my bro having to be in camp for this raya,it definitely feels so different.

and when i seek forgiveness from my parents on the morning of raya,i really felt the pinch.i know i have let my parents down in a lot of ways.i've sinned way too much,though they do not see it.But i felt the guilt in my conscience.at that point of time,i totally wished that i could turn back time and make things right.

without realising,we have reached near the end of the yr.i can't wait for this yr to end.seriously!too many things have been happening in this yr of 2005.i want 2006 to come asap so that i could wash away all my tots of 2005.with 2006 coming,i wanna start a lot of things anew.i wanna persevere thru life,build everything from scratch.

2005 has been a challenging year for me afterall.But i'm glad to have pulled thru every step that i took.

anyway to all,selamat hari raya.maaf zahir dan batin sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa ataupun tersilap kata.

i wish u knew how bad i want u to seek forgiveness from me.u have too many sins that are still stuck in my brains n they're yet to be forgiven.

Lynn's Penny For Tots at 2:44 AM